Yesterday I kind of got cut off by a friend, or it might be of several of “my friends”. I do not know for sure what they think and what they feel about our relationship to each other.
And that is what I hate and what I reacted on.
God, that is all I am begging for. I hate it when people feel that something is wrong but they pretend like it does not matter and when you ask them: “You’re sure you’re okay?” and they like: “Yeah, everything is fine.” But you know it is not and that person refuse to tell you what is going on in their head, so annoying! How can I help you and start knowing you better if you do not speak out about your thoughts and feelings? It is impossible!
It is much better to talk with the person who it is refers to than to talk shit behind that person’s back, with that person’s friends too!
I do not know what to say… but I know that I do not want to waste my time and energy on more of this, so I will just stop writing here for the moment. Thanks and good bye.